time is of the essence.

& so everyone told me to deal with it as soon as possible, before anyone got hurt.
took too much time and now there has been a casualty. I know what I want to do. Have already decided on that one. I'm simply taking too long to do it. I don't know when's the right time but somehow in these types of matters, there's never going to be a right time. I really need to get this over with before I lose the one thing that I'm trying to hold on to right now.

Sorry for everything.