It's Time.

Hye. It's been awhile. Just wanted to rant. You may not understand but it's okay. I just need to let it out in my own way.

I guess I shouldn't have told him what I had told him. I didn't mean for it to turn out the way it did. I just wanted him to know how I felt but now it seems that how I feel doesn't even matter anymore. Everything's different now. He doesn't care anymore. & I just don't know what to do or even where to start anything. I feel like maybe it's not even worth it. It's just too hard. It may finally be time that I let go. No matter how much it hurts me to do so I don't have much of a choice. What do I expect to happen with things going the way they are. It's gonna end up the same anyway. So I might as well just let him go now and avoid a worse pain. I loved you. I will always love you. You will always be in my heart, a part of my memories but I have to let you go now. Holding on to you for 4 years. It's finally come time I need to let go. I hope everything goes well. If you love something, you have to let them go. Goodbye.

P.S. This is not referring to Asykal.